Rejection

The wafir of Time I have bitten—sweet it was not.
Each tapir of thought stood at flare in my soul—and I saw only the density of the gloom.
My soul has fumed at the lips of Thy women.
(Pah! ‘twas a fool's trick to try to seduce me the HUNTER OF THEE.)
Effort, emotion, thought, dream, lust—what have these for me?
I came to judge of Thy works, not to dance to Thy pipings.
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Thou canst not stanch the woe that is mine,
Thou canst not bribe to sleep my Everlasting Nay.
Godlike am I in Thy presence,
As weary as Change, and as young;
A mendicant rebel, a Presage, a rejecter,
A contriver of strange things, unbegotten, eternal!
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An abattoir hid in a garden of roses—
Such is Thy universe:
Thus do I judge.

Publication History

The Shadow-Eater [1915/17 and 1923]

1923 Edition Text Changes

  • [asterisks separating stanzas replaced with blank lines]
  • wafir > wafer
  • tapir > taper
  • HUNTER OF THEE > Hunter of Thee
  • Thus do I judge. > Thus do I judge!

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